Monday, January 28, 2008

Missing My Mother

I guess i am experiencing depression lately. I have been longing to go back home and be with my mother so bad. I feel so down and sad and i can't help but to cry everyday, wishing i was there with her so she can take care of me while i am undergoing this depression. I been texting here through computer to her cellphone but that didn't lessen my loneliness. Yes i have hubby here that is very supportive and comforts me every time i cry but i guess i am just a child looking for mother's comfort even though i am already married. I am very close to my mother when i was still single and still is until now although i already have my own family. She always gives me comfort that i need every time i fail during my childhood days and she is been my inspiration to reach my goal and dreams. I am hoping that i will see her soon and be there beside her for at least a little while. I miss my mother so much and wanted to be taken cared by her so bad.

Anyway, this is the latest photo we had. This was taken when i went home last year and this was the day of my birthday, we are about to go to church on this photo. This is my lovely mother, who's always right behind me whatever happens. She is already 60 years old but a lot of people said that she looks young than her age. Although she undergone so much hardships in life during her younger years and she got lots of children. She is prettier than me isn't she? Oh well i have to admit she is the original lol!

3 comments:

texas_sweetie said...

hala kalouy nimo mamuuu oi giataki kas ka homesick..prehas ta ani ako hilak lang way hinungdan lami pamugno ug bana bah? cry cry pud ko gahapon kay naglagot kos taw naghapon kubi kubi sa iyang sakyanan ako pasagdahan nabilanggo sa kwarto mao ra usa nag atiman sa bata..hastang layf murag kinabuhi..hohoho

BB_ANNE said...

ohhhhhh...i feel for you coz i'm in the same situation..i live in manila now and my family 's in cebu..we get to see each other once in a blue moon..i usually think of my mother when i get sick maybe because i'm missing the touch of a mother's hand...

""rare jonRez"" said...

oohhhh how sad. ako pud tanan naku pagbati ang common denominator is homesickness jud. i wish i can go home soooooooon. everybody is longing to see me and triz and swithart. just like we do for everybody out there. ka-gwapa ni nanay darl oi.. naa jud kay gi-liwatan ba.. hahayyy paabot lang.. hapit na bitaw..