Mean Kid

I was talking to hubby last night while doing the blog hopping, until i bumped into a website that is telling about her story of how she is when she was just a little girl. I can say that she is a pretty tough kid, and so am i. So i left some footprints on her blog telling how i was when i was a kid too. I stated on my comment that i am not a type of kid that you can easily step on. I remember pretty well and that incident cannot be forgotten, i feel so guilty and feel so bad every time i see the girl's face now. My selected friends and i had a playhouse, and there was young girl (same as my age) asked if she can join us to our playtime. I refused and turn her down so she got mad at me, she threatened me that she is going to come back and do something bad.

Her threat didn't really affect me at all for i am not the kind of girl that will easily get frightened, no way! So we left my playhouse with my selected friends and then when we got back, it's all messed up and torn apart. I got so furious and was really upset for what had happened and then i remember what that girl told me. My best friend tried to stop me because she knows me very well, she knows that i don't easily quit in a war. To burst out my anger i didn't listen to my best friend and grabbed pointy and sharp thing and suddenly slashed the girl's face. She was crying real hard and so frightened like a little kitten. I saw her rushing towards in their house and looking for mother's comfort. Her mother got really mad at me and she was yelling inside our house telling my mom how mean kid i am because i hurt her youngest brat daughter. My mom of course defend me but later on she punished me for i deserved to be punished.

When i went home last year i saw her and she was the one's shy to me instead of me. I really felt bad and so guilty for what i have done to her. It only shows how mean i was when i was just a little girl, i hurt that kid so bad and my character always reminds me of that big scar on her face. Oh how i wish i could go back in time and redo all that. But that's not possible. Sometimes we do bad things or we have bad experiences that teaches us to be better person now and i've learned my lesson a lot.