My Little Aviator

It's not very often that i get good shots of my kids outside the house now since we are still having the winter season. I like it more outside because of the background makes it more natural and the lighting as well. I don't need to use a flash which i really am not fond of it that much, i only use it when it is needed. But, i am glad now that the natural light comes in our living room during the day while the little one watches his favorite shows on television, that way, i get to take some really nice pictures of him without him knowing it. Because there is no flash, he wouldn't realize that he is being taken picture of for i am using the natural light that is coming from our window.

Here's the sample shot of my little one while watching tv. He was so focused with whatever he was watching during this time, which i took advantage of it. Since i can never get him look at me to smile, i might as well grab the chance to take some stolen shots which i love the most really because i always capture the natural emotion. He was wearing his cute winter hat and it made him look like a pilot, or is he? I couldn't just resist the cuteness of this photo. Well, if you would say so, he is my son, be it, lol! But don't you agree with me? :D

Fresh, Clean And Smells Good!

I always love to take picture of my youngest one especially when he just barely got out from the bathroom, he looks fresh, clean and smells good. You can just tell by these photos below i attached. He's more happy too because it makes him relax whenever i give him a real nice warm bath. That's just what i do when he starts to get cranky and kinda tell he's getting sleepy. I take him to the bathroom and let him enjoy the water in the tub for awhile.

These photos were taken last night and just by looking at him made me realize that my youngest is getting so big and somewhat no longer a baby. But! I still call him my baby. He was just being goofy here because he got what he wanted, the cologne. He in fact, poured all that cologne he's holding on to his body. It wasn't that much anyway though. I love his face reaction, it makes me wanna giggle some more with him when i see him doing the goofy look face, lol!

Who Wouldn't Melt To This Look?

Since my first born child goes to school for the whole day, i become more obsessed on portraiture photography. And my model? Of course my very own little one! Just two of us here in the house during the day every weekdays, so he becomes my model almost everyday. He's still a baby and doesn't whine and don't know how to complain yet, although i am seeing it now a little bit. Having a little one in the house, i had no boring days. I always find him so cute on doing some interesting things or maybe talking to me so eagerly although i sometimes can't understand him because he still doesn't talk quite fluent yet.

So instead of lurking behind my blanket on the bed or maybe just goofing around here in front of my computer, I, instead always get my camera ready for every moves of my little one. This photo was taken the other day if i remember it right. He does know how to turn on the television in the front room, so soon as he gets up in the morning, he goes there straight and watch his favorite shows. And this is what i got! Even though i took a couple of snap of him, he didn't mind, he was too focused of the educational show he was watching. Who wouldn't melt with this look? Sure mommy got melted! :)

Apple Of Mommy's Eyes

It sure breaks my heart everytime i read or hear bad news about newborn babies being thrown out or dumped somewhere. The mother must haven been so heartless for doing such thing. That is horrible! There are lots of couples that wanted to be blessed with kids but then they end up adopting somebody else's babies because they can't make on their own. That is why i feel so blessed for having my two boys. They are the apple of my eyes. Although the big brother is getting so big and doesn't want to be called baby anymore, still he will be my baby forever.

Since it's only me and my little one will be always the one's at home everyday (daddy goes to work and big brother goes to school), i end up photo shooting him. In fact, he's got a lot more pictures than his big brother. Too bad i didn't have the DSLR then when i had my first born child. I could've took pictures as much as what i have of his little brother's. These two shots were taken earlier today after i gave him a nice warm bath. He was hugging and playing with his chicken little (his brother calls it chicken big, because it is big, lol!). Wish i could just keep him as a baby but sadly i can't do that because kids grow so fast and they don't wanna be called baby when they turn three and onwards.

Missing Him When He's Little

Honestly i am missing my little potato when he was just a baby. Now he's growing so fast and i can't just keep up with him anymore. He's really an active little guy that cannot sit still in one spot. He's the boss inside the house, knows where to go and don't want to be messed around by us. If he wants to be in a certain spot then better not bother him or else there will be a big chaos inside the house, lol! Anyway, kids nowadays grow so fast! I wish i could just freeze the time but that's very impossible for me to do. Oh how i miss him when he's little like this in the picture below. He's my little guy, a very adorable and bubbly little one. Still he is now but he can be pain in my behind sometimes :)

Mini Me American Version

A lot of people said that the little man in this picture above looks a lot like me. Which, i am so happy to know about it because my oldest son definitely doesn't look like me at all. His looks is a lot like his dad's, not to mention their same behavior and attitude. The only difference they have is their skin color and their eyes, but the rest are pretty much alike.

But this little potato of mine is more on me, his looks and his behavior too. Only our difference is our skin complexion, his eyes and hair color. In short, he is my mini me, male and american version lol! Sure our kids are perfectly mixed, the oldest one looks like daddy but brown colored skin, the little one looks like me but lighter skin and the eyes. Though they look different physically, they are our treasures in life, daddy and mommy's happiness and our source of strength.

He Is All Well!

There is no other things that makes the mother panic and scared except when a child gets high fever. Most of my loyal visitors probably knew already that i lost a little girl and that left me a trauma that every time my two boys gets sick, it always flashes in my mind what happened to her. I guess that is normal feeling if you lost a child.My youngest got sick three days ago and was not too worried about it for two days for he only had a slight fever. But then on the third day he had a really high fever that made me panic. He woke me up with his heavy breathing and when i touched him, he was shivering that got me scared. So i woke up hubby and told him that i need to take our little one to the doctor so he will be checked. Hubby tried to calm me down, i was crying and restless. I was not able to sleep right after then, and watched my little one every second.

When the sun rose, i made an appointment right away to a pediatrician. Luckily there was an available time for him to be seen, since it is usually hard to get an appointment impromptu, knowing it was weekend. It was 11:15 in the morning when we went to the doctor's clinic and the doctor said he got a viral infection. I am so glad that he didn't have a serious illness or something. And now he is well and eating again. I am so happy that my son is now again, active and playful.

When situation like this happens, i get scared easy, then a lot of things will come in my mind that i really don't like thinking about it. I am too weak when it comes to things like this, i would rather get sick than seeing my kids getting sick, especially my little one who can't talk yet and can't tell me what is hurting him. But, mommy is so happy now, he had overcome that bad virus. And of course i would like to thank this to all to the BOSS above for taking care of my little one and for healing him so fast.

My Grandfather Little Potato

Sure my little one can't keep his hand still. He always like to get into something interesting. Just like my glasses, because he always sees me wearing it, and if i take it off and put it down, he grabs it and wear it too. And i try to take it back from him because he might break it. Everyday, he likes to get my glasses so he can play with it. So for him to be satisfied and pretend i was playing with him, i put on to him and he was all happy, i took some snaps of him but he was too wiggly and wanted to take it off and on. He was smiling at me letting me know that he liked the idea that i put my glasses on to him, silly boy. The glasses does look like it's his, it's probably because his face structure is just like Mommy's. He does look like a little grampa haha :)

My Handful Potato

My youngest baby sure is so different from his big brother. In fact, they are totally opposite. The eldest is a quiet one and the youngest is the most aggressive and bully. When i had my eldest, i can just put him in the corner and give him some toys and he will be happy and contented. While i do my house chores, he will remain sitting in the corner as i come back to where he is at to check on him. I sure have a very good boy. But this third baby of mine is sure so wiggly, cannot stay put and be still even for just a second or two. My mother keeps on telling me that i should deal with their own different behaviors and attitude for every child has their own way and style. Oh well, they are my kids, i love them for what they are even if sometimes they can be annoying, but most of the time they are my happiness and source of strength.

Poor Thing!

I took a nap soon after my husband came home from work because i was up so late last night due to a lot of things that i need to finish. I told my husband to take care of the kids while i sleep so at least i can gain more energy and he said yes, he even told me not to worry about the kids because he can take care of them. I had quiet a long nap from two in the afternoon until past five just awhile ago. I thought i was just dreaming hearing my little one crying but i woke up and he was really crying. I didn't even got up right away because i thought he was in his crib fussing. I was being lazy and rolled in the bed still until i heard something like knocking on the wood while he was crying. So i finally got up and was so surprised that he was on the floor with some of his toys.

Then i said to myself, poor thing! Daddy left him on the floor! Nowhere to be found my husband and his big brother. He was all by himself in his room playing and probably got bored because nobody was with him so he started to fuss! I felt so bad for him that i didn't checked him right away really thinking that he was lying on his bed fussing because he wanted to be picked up. Poor little potato, he probably thought he was being abandoned because he has been crying for awhile and no one picked him up.