Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Wishing She Is Mine

Before i flew back here, two days before, Twerlyn and i met again in her place. The first time i met her with her husband was in Cebu Doctor's Hospital. She visited me there when i gave birth. I went to her place because i promised to see her once again with her new born baby Arianna. I just couldn't hold my tears when i finally held the baby in my arms. I was wishing the baby in my arms was my baby Deanne. I so missed my little girl and every time i see these pictures, there's always something that clogs my heart that can stop me from breathing. How i wish she is mine, but i guess not. Twerlyn and her husband are surely blessed for having Arianna in their life.

These pictures was taken at Twerlyn's place, her husband took these photos and look at my son's reaction when he saw his mom crying. He seem can't understand why i cried.

15 comments:

Vicky said...

Darlene you very a very strong woman that is for sure, and how sweet your little boy is for being so concerened. He surely loves you. God Bless you and your family

sugarbabes said...

uhhh..you let me cry too, dont worry wherever she maybe darl, im sure happy na si princess karon..so control imo kaugalingon, i know dli sad sya malipay kong mag go-ol.ka take care always diha, tanawa si Md ai kahilakon sad

Twerlyn said...

Hello Darl, nanghuot nasad akong dughan kita imong picture naghilak. I understand what you feel. Seeing Arianna(sleeping), I always remember your precious Deanne kay naa similarity jud ilang faces. Nagkataon jud.

Someday, Md will understand why you cried in that pic. I know you are stronger now after all you've been through. Take care always(for the sake of MD and ur hubby. tsup!!

Mimi said...

I can really imagine the pain you have been through. I was so sad when I look at you too but I laugh when I saw your son's reaction hehehe...he is so cute. Poor little guy, he doesn't have any idea what's going on. He is so cute and you are so blessed that he is always there for you. By the way, you look so gorgeous...your hair looks so so beautiful! God bless you and your family always. Someday, God will blessed you with another Deanne.

LIFE,MARRIAGE AND KIDS said...

im sorry for your pain and your loss. i cannot even imagine let alone understand the emotion you have bottled up inside you due to the loss of your child. i am a mother too and i dont know if i would be as strong as you.time is a good healer,you will never forget but at least it will somewhat dull the pain and emptiness in your heart!!!!

Jerla Oh lalala said...

mkahilak man sad ta nimo lene uy. Tulo sad akong luha ay murag ni hagnaw akong kutokuto uy

SHIELA said...

i heard that bad news from my cousin bless few months ago. i am grateful that i found you through entrecard dropping.

it makes me sad thinking about it. but maybe with that situation it will make you more stronger (i hope so) but looking at you, i know kaya na nimo. but i know you will remember that forever. just stay strong and hold on with your faith together with your hubby and son. ingatz kanunay :)

""rare*jonRez"" said...

ahhhh.... this tears every mother's heart darl... u'r strong, and God in His bountiful mercies will even make you stronger. live one day at a time, and just be hopeful that you will get to reunite with your precious one when Jesus comes again. :) keep the faith...

twinks said...

Hi Darl,
Hala ka oi you're making me cry man. I really admire your strength Darl. I know how hard it is to lose someone you dearly love. Be strong Darl. MD is such a lucky boy to have you as his mom. Take care :]

melissaclee said...

Beautiful baby!

darlene said...

wow....beautiful site here girl..and that name is amazing....hee hee...

Ana P. S. said...

Hay grabe gyod lagi mawalaan og anak oy. Sad gyod. We can never tell what happens sa life. Anyway, I can't even imagine the pain you are going through, but I know na each of us must live with it. Take care diha, I sympathize with you. Condolence again.

Merydith said...

Darl naghuot akong dughan nag tan-aw nimo. Hope you are ok na.

Ladynred said...

I don't know the whole story but look like you loss the baby. I'm so sorry to hear that. Nakahilak pod ko kay nakahinumdom sad ko sa ako baby na nawala. Your friend's baby is adorable

Heart of Rachel said...

Hi Darlene. That's a very moving shot of you. My heart goes out to you. Take care.