A Face Behind The Blog

Nobody is perfect in this world,so am i. Behind that sweet smile was a hidden awful past.I'm just a girl who had horrible past that made me strong facing every struggles & problems i had encountered & i'd rather not share that bad part of my life with you guys.I have a big family,i'm the youngest among the girls,got three more younger brothers.My Real name is Darlene Salutis Stout,26 years old presently living in Utah USA with my small happy family.I was born under the chinese calendar year of Rooster a zodiac sign of Pisces,March 04,1981.I was born & raised in Philippines so i must say that i am a true blooded Filipina myself.I grew up so tough,no one would ever dare to touch me or they will get something from me.During my school days my classmates were scared to talk to me because i'm not a friendly type.I only have one bestfriend that still lasts until now but sadly got no more communications with her,but still i'm always thinking of her.Bitterness & hatred lived in my heart for a long time,coz i let it to.I hate people who are trying to take advantage the goodness of others & i hate hypocrites.I don't care if i don't have lots of friends coz i can live without them,i can survive without them,i don't care what they think of me coz i know better myself than they do.Their gossips about me doesn't affect to me at all coz i always put in my mind that they do the gossiping coz they're envious & jealous.But what wonders me is why they have to get envy & jealous of me?They don't have to.

Teenage time is not that exciting for me unlike the usual girls,guys are scared of me too,i was known as a tigress that's why they hesitated to talk to me & get to know more about me,well that's good!I don't wanna know about them either,i'm not interested.After graduated from highschool i wasn't able to continue my studies to college due to financial problem.My father died before i graduated in highschool, my mother doesn't have stable job to support me if ever i go to college.So at the very young age i looked for a good job and luckily found one.I worked there for almost 5 years & decided to resign after.I moved to Manila & got a new job there as cashier in Famous restaurant "Lydia's Lechon".

Year 2004 when my Aunt came home for a vacation & got a letter for me from her good friend.We met around August & he proposed marriage,and i accepted his proposal with all my heart.He is the man for me,not perfect but he's perfect in my eyes because of his imperfections.I did realized that God is so good to me,although i have encountered a lot of trials in my life but here i am now having such a wonderful life with my small yet happy & harmonic family.I never dreamed to be here in the country of milk & honey but God brought me here to build my own family.I couldn't ask for anything more,i have everything now that makes me happy.Yet i cannot forget my horrible past but i'm trying to learn to leave it behind & live happy.The bitterness & hatred that lived in my heart for a long time was replaced by Love & Joy.

A lot of people was amazed of my changes,they said i changed a lot,for better not for worse lol!That's a good sign!I am having more friends now compared to my younger years.I became friendly & more outgoing now.But don't dare to mess up with me,you don't wanna see the worst of me.I am really a good friend but can be very dangerous enemy.I won't bite friends if they won't bite me first,i treasure good friends in my heart & keep them forever.That's how i treat of what we call "true friends".

And here’s the instruction to this meme :

1st step - Post a short blog article that includes a photograph (or a series of photos) showing the face behind your blog. If you already showed a photo somewhere on your site (such as in your about page), then make your post more interesting and choose a photo that’s not currently online.

2nd step - Include links to other people that have displayed a photo, or include their photos in your post, adding a reference.

3rd step - Tag as many others as you like in your post to spread the meme.

4th step -If you link back to me here and send an email I’ll be sure to include links back to you. Each person tagged should create their own post and repeat the process.

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Got this tag from Irel, Ivy , Rainel Jeanne & Dauphine.

Thank you so much guys!Now i'm tagging, KittyKat,Claire,

Juzahlyn & Wendy.