Scared? Or Worried?

Every morning i always am busy because i a have a little one and also a kindergarten that i need to take care of to get him ready for school. Even though he doesn't go to school that early (which i am thankful about, because i always sleep late), i still get very busy in the morning. Having two kids is a lot of work for me already. That's why i am so amazed by my mother for she was able to take care all of us, she's got nine kids and we all are raised well with good manners, good etiquette, and most of all, healthy and happy.

Anyway, it's a lot different here though because i am the only one that does everything in the house including the kids. Especially the little one, i really need to keep my eye close to him all the time for he cannot just sit or stay still, he's got to to have something to do that will keep him busy. There were one time that i caught him in the kitchen on top of the counter playing those knives in our butcher blocks. Goodness! He used the small ladder so he can get on top and reach the things that got him interested. I don't really trust him just being by himself though, i already had enough of situations that got me scared to death.

This picture below was taken yesterday. He was on top of his big brother's blue chair standing by the window. I was wondering why he was so quiet and watching so seriously outside. So i sneaked on him without him knowing i was there, i took a picture of him without his knowledge. He was so fascinated with those birds outside on top of the walnut tree, they were chirping and singing and pecking the branch, hoping they can get some worms or some food. But my baby looks like, he is scared or worried in this picture, doesn't he? This boy is really something and he sure is a lot different from his big brother which is more behaved and more serious type of kid.

My Little Man, My Model

Here comes my model again! There's nothing really that much to do here in the house and besides, we are still enjoying the very nice weather here in Utah while it's still here. Also, taking pictures is my only medicine of my home sickness. I really love taking pictures as possible as i can and as much as i can. I don't miss a day not getting my camera on work and keep on clicking the button. So, since his big brother is at school during weekdays, and after i take him to school, only potato and i will be left behind.

I also am taking advantage of this little man of mine since he doesn't know how to complain yet, unlike his big brother that runs away every time he sees me holding my camera. He always tells me that he had enough taking pictures, so i can't really chase him and forced him to sit or give me a sweet smile so i can take a picture of him, unless he will do it willingly. Besides, i already had tons of photos of him anyway, so i guess it's his baby brother's turn now.

A-tih! A-tih!

My one year old boy doesn't quite know how to talk yet. Though i am trying to teach him how but he is kind of a little late compared to his big brother. When his big brother turned a year old he could already say some few words, like Mommy, Daddy, Eat, Drink, Sleep and etc. But not this boy, he quite a handful one but can't talk what he likes to tell me yet. There was one time that i tried to let him copy me by saying Mom-my, but he instead say A-tih! Which means it's a big sister. I was laughing my head off upon hearing him say that word, wasn't really expecting that. It made me flattered though but i am sure he doesn't know what he just said. So still until now, i am trying to teach him few easy words that he can easily remember. Silly boy, i am no your sister, i am your mother, for heaven's sake!