One Whole Day Of Rest

I am currently having trouble sleeping at night. My insomnia is back to bother me again. Argh! This is really sickening and it makes me wear out easy! I feel so tired during the day that i want to take some rest with my little one but soon as i hit my back on the bed i could not sleep even for just a few minutes, that would be just as great if i can, but then no, i always fail whenever i am in bed, my eyes is always wide awake and my mind has so many things in it. I am restless and i am getting wear out really.I wish i can do something about this, i am also scared to take some sleeping pills for i cannot do my chores and take care of my family anymore. I wish someone can replace me to do my responsibilities and obligations even for just one whole day so i can sleep and regain more energy. But then, i guess that is impossible for me to have since i have no one that i can lean on to here. My family is so far away that they cannot lend their helping hand to me. That's why sometimes i wish that my country is just an hour drive from where i am right now so i can just drive all the way there and get some help from them so i can have a full rest that i need. But! Sadly, it's all just a wish, it will never happen. I have to travel thousand miles away just to see my family back home. I miss my family, they are always ready to help me.

Eye Bags For Sale!!!

If only eye bags can be sold, then i would sell mine. I definitely don't need my excessed eye bags which is the result of having lack of sleep for couple of nights now. I have been up so late this past few nights, that's the only time i can move around though for i cannot keep the house tidy when the kids are still up and running around. Now, i looked like i haven't got any sleep for a year or two! I looked horrible! Goodness!When i looked at myself in the mirror, i saw a tired face, not refreshed. Supposed to be looking so refreshed soon as getting up from the bed, but no, since i only get very little rest, i hit the bed late then i wake up so early. So how am i supposed to be looking so refreshed knowing i did not get enough sleep? And today, i have to get myself up today so early so i can get things ready for our trip. Not just things that we are going to bring but i have to make sure also that the house is clean when we leave so when we get back home, i have no chores to worry about for i am sure that we will be all tired after the fun trip. Gosh, i really do need a decent good long sleep! Is anyone here that has a good heart to help me by attending my kids while i sleep? lol! I wish someone can though, so i can regain more energy....

Drowsy

It has been couple of weeks now that i cannot get enough sleep during at night. I think my insomnia is attacking me again. I tried to do something like drinking milk or making myself really really tired so i can sleep right away. But my little brain is always busy thinking a lot of things. I've been like this lately, drowsy during the morning. I tried to take at least a quick nap in the afternoon but it doesn't still work for me. I don't know what to do with this. My body is tired but my eyes and mind are wide awake.

Hubby is worried about me because we are going to Georgia soon and if i am feeling like this still, he doesn't want to go. I convinced him that i can manage myself well and he doesn't have to worry about me. I hope i can sleep at least 5 hours during night time, i would be happy enough. My eyes look so tired but my mind can't seem to stop thinking. i get headaches sometimes because lack of rest and sleep. I hope i will be better before our coming trip.