Friday, September 26, 2008

Leaving On Wednesday

Yes finally the day we leave is fast approaching and i cannot wait to get back home once again and be with my dear husband. He's been by himself since i left last May. He came here in Philippines for a little over three weeks to be with us and also to unwind after what had happened to our dear little girl. I am a little scared though that soon as i get back home i will be sad and feel self pity and going to miss my dear little lady and will keep crying because i have no one to talk to aside from my son during the time when husband goes to work. I still can't believe i have been through all this, for me i still can't convince myself about what had happened.

Anyway, God knows better so i just surrender everything to him for i am sure he's got great plans for me ahead. As far as i understand LIFE is not all about HAPPINESS, there's should also SADNESS and i admit that i already felt it. What i had recently is the saddest part of my whole life and i know i can make it through with the help of my dear loveones and also my friends who's concerned about me. I must go on and will pray that HAPPINESS will be in my heart once again.

6 comments:

my so called..life said...

I felt sad also upon reading this piece of yours..on the other hand, i felt happy coz u overcome it though ur not totally ok ( i can sense it) but still u r eager to move on. Pray hard1

Pinay WAHM said...

Hi Mommy Darlene....

I am so sorry for everything that you've been through. I have been quite busy with work so I failed to do bloghopping so I had no idea what happened.

I am praying for you and your family. You now have a little angel looking down at you and protecting you from life's harms.

I so admire you for your strength in this time of trial in your life.

Hugs...

Mommy Juliana

Mimi said...

Hi Darlene! I am so sorry about what had happened to your dearest little lady. I know that God has His own purpose why He let things happened. It was really sad but just think that your little lady is now in Heaven with Jesus. She will be your guardian angel. She will be up there watching over you and your family. She will be your son's bestfriend. I am sure that as innocent as he is, he still can see angels and her baby sister might appear to him. My daughter who is the same old as your son sees angels a lot. Take care my friend! God bless you and your family always. God will give your little lady back in the near future when you get pregnant again. She will still be the same little lady that you just had, only that she'll come later.

""rare*jonRez"" said...

take care sa byahe darl! wish u well!!

Haze said...

You are way braver than any of us Darl's. You are doing so well and I know you'll be all back to be a bubbly woman again. Your in our prayers.

Michelle said...

Have a safe trip Darl! :)