A New Beginning For This Site

My day is filled with good news. Although my son is sick but apart from it, the rest are all good. First of all i am happy and thankful that i am still alive, thanking the big Boss above for giving me another day to live (which i am thankful everyday), and the other reason is this blog has a new beginning. I just barely changed my layout to this website yesterday and submitted it to a paid blogging website. I received the reply this morning telling me that this has been added to their system, yay! Another website, more chance that i get more income through blogging.

Although it isn't that much nowadays but i am still happy, grateful and thankful for every little blessings i get every single day. It's way better than going out and have a job, i cannot just do that for i have two boys to take care of and they are still so little, they still need my care. Hubby is happy for me because he himself, doesn't want me to find a job outside. At least this way, i get to buy the things i like for myself and little things for our kids. Also, i am happy that i am getting a little income so i can slowly buy the things that i want to bring for my beloved family back home.

Pay Per Post Rejected

I was a little bit upset last night because this blog was being rejected to the pay per post making money website. This blog was the first one i registered to their site to start making money online. But was disgusted when i found out that this will no longer make money from them. Well, what can i do? They just did their job to sort the websites that has been registered to their site and reject those websites that they don't like or feel, lols! But anyway, i hope that this website will do good on the other paid post websites. It's just too slow lately and i am starting to get worried about it. That's why there are a lot of times i am thinking that maybe it is best for me to go out and find a real job that earns money that is enough to support my mother back home.

I have been thinking that over and over and can't seem to finalize my decision whether if i will find a job or better stay home. I am considering my son. He will be sent to a daycare center or a baby sitter enable for me to work, but i cannot afford to lose even a day that i cannot take care of my son. I am sure i will be worried while i am at work and i cannot work properly because my mind will always be with him. I don't know, i feel like i am really trapped into two situations that i feel like i am oblige to do at the same time. I wish i can do something to make money while just at home aside from blogging, but what? I have no idea. I know God is so good that he sees all our needs and he won't fail me i am sure. I will just keep on praying and GOD will take care of the rest that i need.