Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Hurt And Sad

I have some wishes and hopes back of my mind that i can never tell to anybody, not even to my partner in life, i am keeping it to myself. I guess i can rant my heartaches here since this is my own journal where i can shout my heart out without annoying someone. Right at this moment i am upset, disappointed and hurt. Although, i have the blessings that i thought i can never have, still there is problem that's beyond my control. I am just a human being that gets hurt, and i am sure everybody does get hurt like me.

It's late night here already, i wanted to go somewhere but i can't. I wanted to scream as loud as i can but i can't or people might wonder why. Sometimes you cannot just simply do the things you wanted to do because it's not gonna work out. Why do i have to feel this way? I shouldn't be like this, i should be grateful for what i have and not thinking of things that makes my heart hurt. I wanted to be happy right now but i can't. I wanted to cry and be with someone who can lend their shoulder for me to cry on, but i have no one with me. The house is so quiet, my family are asleep and i am here wide awake and my mind is so busy thinking a lot of things. I can't help it! I feel like i am about to explode anytime soon. I don't exactly know what i should do. Should i go outside or should i hide? I just don't know....

11 comments:

ellen said...

Worth visiting your blog. Wish to hear from you. God Bless!

Haze said...

My suggestion would be, talk to your husband about how you feel, in that way, he'll understand you better. You should not keep it from him as he is the only one with you there that can listen and understand. It'll be less harder for you to carry whatever you are feeling right now if you try to trust and speak to him. It is not good for you to keep it to yourself Darl's. Ako whenever I felt let down I always tell my husband and with no doubt, it help me a lot. Our husband is our partner and our bestfriend and the only one we can trust on all the things that we couldn't share to anybody else. Go and try talking to him, express whatever your feelings and whatever the pain inside thats bothering you.

ellen said...

wondering if you can find time to visit me..

myles said...

aw, i feel for you. in times like that, normally what i do is i read the bible. God would definitely speak with you through his words. you can make it, just give all your burdens to Jesus' feet...

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Tony Briley said...

Ah, hope things are better now. Just say hi any time you need to talk.

rinzonelle said...

Have a nice weekend! God Bless!

Scotty's Princess said...

Hey Darl! I hear you! Sometimes some situation gets in the way of our own happiness. It does work beyond our control.

But don't fret! Never waver and falter for God never sleeps! Cease not in praying and everything will fall into the right places.

May God bless you and your family always!

All the Best,
LAINY

ellen said...

Happy New Year!

rinelle said...

Wishing you all the best in 2010! God Bless!

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