Hottest Car

When i first got here in America one thing i noticed is the different kinds of cars and i must admit that i am wishing i can own nice car like what i have now. Hubby said that picking a good car should consider the engine and the durability on it. And he mentioned to me that Pontiac cars are one of the hottest car to own, he's got one before a two seated kind of car and he upgraded it, he said there was a pontiac supercharger to that one and he missed that car because it was really good and dependable. He told me that next year he is planning to buy a new Pontiac car again. I love two seater kind of car too, looks neat and very cute to own.

Leaving On Wednesday

Yes finally the day we leave is fast approaching and i cannot wait to get back home once again and be with my dear husband. He's been by himself since i left last May. He came here in Philippines for a little over three weeks to be with us and also to unwind after what had happened to our dear little girl. I am a little scared though that soon as i get back home i will be sad and feel self pity and going to miss my dear little lady and will keep crying because i have no one to talk to aside from my son during the time when husband goes to work. I still can't believe i have been through all this, for me i still can't convince myself about what had happened.

Anyway, God knows better so i just surrender everything to him for i am sure he's got great plans for me ahead. As far as i understand LIFE is not all about HAPPINESS, there's should also SADNESS and i admit that i already felt it. What i had recently is the saddest part of my whole life and i know i can make it through with the help of my dear loveones and also my friends who's concerned about me. I must go on and will pray that HAPPINESS will be in my heart once again.

Broken Air Conditioner

Staying here in Philippines for a vacation is very fun and enjoyable since i was born here and grew up as well. But sometimes it can also be annoying especially when it gets so hot outside and there will be no fresh air coming in inside the house. That's why a lot of people here are using air conditioning unit to alter the hotness of the tropical weather here in Philippines. Which reminds me that our air conditioner back home is broken and after the winter we are surely gonna use it so i am telling my husband the air conditioning compressor that is really good when it comes to make the people feel more comfortable staying inside the house. I need to tell my dear husband ahead about it so there will be no problem during the summertime.

Anxious Me

Everyone knows i am here in Philippines with my son. My hubby came here for a little while to make sure we are alright with our dear son. Even though a lot of things happened unexpectedly but here i am trying to be strong for my family and for myself as well. It will be a week from now and we will be back home with my son and be with my dear husband, we will be together as family once again. I am just too anxious and excited to get there for i am feeling like i been through a lot of stress here physically and emotionally, i want to rest my body and my mind for a while. Hubby can't wait for us to get there too since he's been by himself for a long long time there in our house. Oh well things happened and i do admit that there are also things that i cannot forget here in pinas during my vacation.

Trouble No More

Sometimes we buy car and we don't get the satisfaction of the engine on how good it is as we want to have for our new car. When hubby bought me a new car he made sure that there will be no problem that i will encounter because i don't know how to fix my own car. Also he made sure that i will be comfortable when i am driving during the winter or especially in the summer, so he got me the charger just like what he saw with his friend's audi turbocharger. I am very happy and blessed having my husband because he does fix car and knows what is best for me to be comfortable when i drive my car. After hubby put the turbocharger in my car i have no more trouble or even encountered small problems with it. Having the turbocharger is indeed very helpful to me and making me feel safe with my car.

Starting All Over Again

I am assuming that most of my close friend bloggers knew already what happened to my dear little lady. I am not going to tell all the readers here the details of what actually happened for it can only break my heart over and over again everytime i think of my precious little girl. Please forgive me guys if no questions will be answered here if you will dare to ask me about my little lady, i am trying to recover now and convincing myself that everything will be fine and telling myself that life must go on because i have my family who loves me and needing me still. The family i have is the toughest wall i can lean on during the times like this since i am like a very delicate glass, that once i break, it is hard for me to get back and live my life normally as if nothing happened.

Until now my heart is aching, still feeling the pain for losing my dear little lady, i felt like i died too when she left me and totally forgotten my dear beloved husband and so as my sweet son who's always there for me to give love and comfort. Although i am gradually recovering physically but my heart is badly wounded still, can't help my tears to fall everytime i think of my little lady, been asking myself where did i go wrong? Well, I am sure GOD has a better plan for me, i may not understand what's HIS purpose right here and then but i know HE will reveal HIS good purpose in HIS due time.

Hubby is so worried about me soon as we go back home with our son, he's thinking that i will be by myself with our dear son and i have no one to talk to that can comfort me during the time when he will be at work. He's a little scared i might not be able to bring back myself like i was before, lively, bubbly, happy person, and cheerful to sad friends that needs my company. Hubby wants me to go out with some of my friends but i told him that i need to be alone for a while to avoid such questions that will hurt me real bad again.

I know that my GENUINE friends will not leave me, they will help me, take care of me and assist me here in blogging world so i can keep myself busy and start all over again. So please readers, respect my silence, some people have already invaded my privacy and i am hoping they now realized what damage they have done. And to those blogger friends who consoled me, i truly appreciate your warm thoughts, thank you so much and bless your heart for cheering me up. God bless....

My Little Lady

Everyday i am visiting my little lady at the Neonatal Intensive Care Unit and before i get in there i motivate myself to be tough for her because i do believe that the child get their strength from the mother. I have to be strong and show it to her so she will realize that Mommy is always beside her, ready to give her warm touch and love. I always talk to my little lady telling her everyone is excited to see her in person and also her dresses and cute shoes are in the bag waiting for her to wear them. I can't wait to cuddle my daughter in my arms and give her my comfort and love all the time. She is so precious to me and i cannot find enough words that could express how much i love her. Also, i am very excited to see her wearing the cute dresses i have for her, i am sure she will be the cutest new born baby in Mommy's eyes.

Pants For Outdoor

Pants are really comfortable to wear espcially if you are having some kind of activities espcially outdoor. The tactical pants are more comfortable and best pants to wear to some outdoor exercises. Not only that, when you are on job if you are police or military tactical pants has a lot of designs and styles that suits you best. I already looked at the website and got interested to buy some for my younger brothers and i am sure they are going to love the pants that i picked for them.

My Little Lady Is Out!

Yeah you read it right! My girl is now out and she is well taken cared of at the Intensive Care Unit. She's there because she is a bit early, she was supposed to be out on August 08 but i had frequent contractions and i was dilating already when i had my last prenatal appointment with my OB. So the doctor decided to rush me in the hospital where i was supposed to be admitted but unfortunately they don't have incubator and private room available, so the doctor told me better change my plan and be here in Cebu Doctor's Hospital because they have room for me and incubator for my little lady. So, i answered the doctor that it doesn't matter to me anymore as long as we will be saved.

Right now my little lady is still in her incubator because the doctor said she needs to be full term before she will be discharged from the hospital. I am sure that i will be out in the hospital before my little lady. But that's alright, i'll just visit her everyday until the time she gets out here. And if you want more story about my little lady, you can visit her website at Little Lady's Web Diary. Please visit her website so you can have a look on some of her pictures. Thank you and i truly appreciate all your prayers and warm thoughts for both of us. I will post all the details later here in my website when i am fully recovered and will be out here in the hospital. God bless everyone!

See you Friends

Hello everyone! It has been long time ago since i visited my own websites here and had the chance now to update this one. Goodness sakes! I miss my blogging world so much and i miss my dear friends here, to those loyal friends that keep on visiting me here and reading my latest entry that i got and my apology for not updating my blogs that very often since i have only a small chance to get online because i don't have my own internet. Well, i am very happy now that i got the chance to update this one, so i took this chance to write what's in my mind.

I just want to tell all my friends that there's a little changes on my delivery date of my little girl, it will be on August 08 2008 at around 7 o'clock in the morning at Perpetual Succour Hospital in Cebu. So to those bloggers who's residing in Cebu, you might want to pay me a visit there and we'll see each other there soon next month. Thank you all guys for keep on visiting my blogs and reading my entries. I am anxious and excited to see my little girl and a bit scared as well for the operation coming but i know i can make it though. So pray for both of us, me and my baby that everything will all goes well during the delivery operation. God bless everyone!