Most Scariest Dream

I had the most scariest dream in my whole life last night! I dreamed that my oldest son wasn't breathing at all and i tried to wake him but he wasn't responding to me, no matter how i shook him so hard still no response. I was crying hard because i really thought it was all real, seems so real. I woke up with a very heavy heart, tears in my eyes and rushed into my son's room, hugged and kissed him as if i have never seen him for years and years. He asked me why am i sad, and i just answered him that i just missed him so bad. He was wondering why i missed him that bad since i didn't leave the house. Poor boy not aware of what is going on with me, i would rather not to tell him because i don't want to scare him with my dream. I hope i won't dream something like what i had last night, maybe i dreamed something like that because i was thinking of my little Deanne before i fell asleep. It's painful enough for me losing one child and i can't take it anymore if something happens to my boys. I always pray for our safety and health all the time, i don't really care if we are poor as long as we are happy and healthy as family, that's all that matters to me the most.