Pay Per Post Rejected

I was a little bit upset last night because this blog was being rejected to the pay per post making money website. This blog was the first one i registered to their site to start making money online. But was disgusted when i found out that this will no longer make money from them. Well, what can i do? They just did their job to sort the websites that has been registered to their site and reject those websites that they don't like or feel, lols! But anyway, i hope that this website will do good on the other paid post websites. It's just too slow lately and i am starting to get worried about it. That's why there are a lot of times i am thinking that maybe it is best for me to go out and find a real job that earns money that is enough to support my mother back home.

I have been thinking that over and over and can't seem to finalize my decision whether if i will find a job or better stay home. I am considering my son. He will be sent to a daycare center or a baby sitter enable for me to work, but i cannot afford to lose even a day that i cannot take care of my son. I am sure i will be worried while i am at work and i cannot work properly because my mind will always be with him. I don't know, i feel like i am really trapped into two situations that i feel like i am oblige to do at the same time. I wish i can do something to make money while just at home aside from blogging, but what? I have no idea. I know God is so good that he sees all our needs and he won't fail me i am sure. I will just keep on praying and GOD will take care of the rest that i need.