Great Investment To Have

There are a lot of business that people would consider to start to make their financial status more stable. Looking ahead of the family's future is the main reason why family are thinking that business might bring them good and will have a progress from it. If i would want to have my own business, then i would choose to Buy Gold. Why? It's because gold is a very expensive kind of metallic element that it won't rusts and it won't be destroyed by time. In fact, the more you keep your Gold Bullion the better. It is like a very treasured investment that later on you will be happy that you are investing a very good amount of money.To buy Bullion today is the most great idea to invest. I already have some friends that's been keeping some Gold IRA. They said that they're just like putting their money in the back with interests on it. But investing a bullion is just another way of letting your money sleep with interests on it. The more years that passes by, the more the gold gets expensive. It's a very valuable possession that you can have and at the same time, it never gets any lesser unlike doing some other business that you have to bargain to the buyer just to sell your business. If only we have enough money to buy those gold bullion, we would not hesitate to keep some for us to ensure our kids's good future.

It Helped A Lot

Having a cheap auto insurance rates is such a great help for us to my family because we don't have to pay high rates. It is because don't have any bad records like getting a speed ticket or something. Hubby always reminds me not to exceed to the maximum speed limit all the time, so there we won't encounter any problems. We are hoping that our rate will maintain as it is so we will be able to save some of our savings to get our projects done. We have a lot of projects that we are looking forward to finish and our car insurance rates helped a lot, not to mention the excellent service of the insurance we have for a long time now.

I Love Tomatoes!

Ever since when i was just a little girl, i already love to eat tomatoes. It was so funny to remember and so embarrassing to share but i might as well share it to you guys because it makes me laugh every time i think about it. When i was in my grade school, i used to take my childhood best friend with me and we'll go to the other school which is quite a long ways to walk just to steal some tomatoes in their garden. And even if the tomatoes are still green and young, i would pick them and put it in my bag that i got. So how silly is that huh? Not knowing i was doing bad things, so innocent lol!. All i want is to have those fresh tomatoes so i can eat them.

I love when the tomatoes is mixed with salt and vinegar, it makes me watery mouth. I would not even trade the tomatoes to any delicious meat that my mother cooks for us. I prefer to eat tomatoes rather than meat. So, when my mother realized that i love eating tomatoes, she always buy some in the market and she told me not to eat too much for it is not good. Overdoing everything too much is not good, that's what she always tells me, which is right and i agree now that i am grown. But since i was just a little girl then, i don't know what's too much and what's enough, so i still eat tomatoes as much as i can. I love tomatoes! That's all i know!

Until now, i still love eating tomatoes. I can live eating tomatoes everyday. That's probably why my kids are starting to love eating tomatoes just like me. I love the tomatoes when it's just right, not too ripe and not raw either, when it's barely picked from the garden, it's crispy and fresh. Some people that knew me said that, that's probably why i hardly get pimples because i love eating tomatoes. I am glad that my best friend here plants tomatoes during summer time. I help her in her garden so i get to have some tomatoes when it's time to harvest them. And not just tomatoes though, there are also lots of vegetables and fruits that she gives us before the cold season comes.

Mommy's Funny Jelly Belly

Watching those models and celebrities in the television makes me think how did they maintain their perfect figures even if they gave birth couple times already just like me. I am not fat to consider though but what i am concerned about is my jelly belly. Yeah, that's what my son calls my tummy for every time he hugs me, my tummy kinda shakes lol, or maybe if we dance together and he probably noticed that my tummy moves too while i dance with him. So i told him that i used to have a tight tummy but since he and his siblings popped out from my tummy, then my belly got stretched and is not that tight anymore like it used to before i have them.Anyway, i was wondering if these models and celebrities i was talking about does take some weight loss diet pills enable for them to maintain their voluptuous curve. Having an hour glass kind of figure is my dream though but it's probably impossible for me to have since i am a tiny person and not that tall either. But since i am thinking that i can't have the figure like these models and celebrities, i might start to get at least get rid of some of my belly fat by taking some diet pills. Also eating healthy food and some exercise will surely help me to make my bulging tummy disappear that also moves whenever i dance with my kids which i felt embarrassed when my five year old son told me once about it that my tummy looks funny. There are some best diet pills that i read some good reviews about it and if it worked to them, i am sure it will do just as great for me too.

Sad Facts About Drug Addiction

Mostly those kids that got involved into a drug or alcohol addiction is because they have some problems that they cannot open up to their family. Maybe the parents are too busy working so hard just to feed their family and to be able to meet their daily needs. Some aren't just not paying too much attention to what their kids special needs such as comfort, love and appreciations. Kids are too vulnerable, they are very sensitive in so many things. I have observed some kids that i knew, that when you praise and appreciate what they do or what they have accomplished, they will feel so special and blessed. And because of that observation that i did, i don't miss praising my kids achievements, accomplishments and some other things that we as their parents are proud of what they did even if they are just so simple things. That way, they will grow building their confidence and trust to themselves and will always think that they are good and they can do such amazing things.I don't hate kids that are involved into addiction. In fact, i feel so sorry for them for i know that, that's why they ended up into that kind of situation because they are looking for some love, comfort and care. Although there are some addiction treatment centers that can help them to bring back to what they really are before addiction, but still it would be so nice if they won't fall into some kind of bad vices that they do in order for them to be noticed by their family. Mostly those kids that fall into such sad situations like that is because they have no one to talk to and feeling self pity to themselves and seeking for answers to the questions in their minds. Good thing that there are some drug rehab centers where the parents can take their kids to have them treated. It's so sad to know that someone is having problem because of family's lack of bond. The lesser quality time being with the family, the bigger possibilities that the kids will look for something else outside the house that will make them feel good somehow even for just a short period of time.There are some drug rehabilitation programs that are great for the kids to do enable for them to get better fast and totally get rid of the addiction to their system. By joining those programs is such a big help for those who are under treatment. Some parents aren't that so aware of what their kids up to, and later on finds out that their kids are having an addiction problem. And it's because i have two kids of my own, i keep on searching about the information of the causes of kids's addiction. With that, i will gain more knowledge about how to deal kids as they grow and how to treat them according to their age, so they won't fall into a horrendous addiction, which i am hoping and praying that my kids will stay away from it. Reminding and talking to them as possible as we can, is one big help for them to understand and make them realize that addiction won't bring them any good.

Unbearable Pain In My Heart

I believe i already shared this video of my little girl in this blog long time ago, although i am not so sure when but i am certain that i did. I hardly go to my youtube account because i avoided to stumble into this very heart aching video i got of my little girl. This was taken the day before she left me. I was really hoping that she will win the battle but she never did make it. She fought so hard, i can tell, she was such a strong little girl, she must have gotten it from her mom. I was not able to do what i wanted to do to her during her 12 days of stay here in this earth. I was not able to hug her tight, gave her my sweet kisses and held her in my arms for she was being put in the incubator with lots of tubes all over her.

Before she died, there was a little girl next to her died. When i came to see her in NICU, i saw couple of doctors trying to revive the poor little girl. I really thought that was my little girl, my heart was pounding so fast like i could not breath anymore. But when i get to see what really happened, it was the baby girl next to her that they were trying to save, but did not win the battle. That happened a day before she left me, and i felt so relieve that it wasn't my little girl, but on the other hand i felt so sad that one angel in that room did not make it. I cried when i saw the mother crying holding her precious little one in her arms lifeless. It scared me thinking it is very possible that it might happen to my little girl too. But i tried to erase the negative thoughts that's been bothering me. So i took my camera out and thought it would be nice to make a movie, as our remembrance that she's been fighting with the unbearable pains she's been dealing. I visit her everyday in NICU. I, in fact spent most of my time everyday staying there just to let her know i was there to give her comfort from her pains than being with her big brother that time.

It was her twelfth days when she finally ended her sufferings. That was three o'clock in the morning when i received a text message from the doctor telling me that my little girl was in a bad shape. That message made me shiver, could not compose myself, i was shaking and felt so weak. Everyone was still asleep for it was early dawn. I got dressed and rushed into the hospital by myself. I rode a taxi crying so hard. I could not even see the driver's face when i told him to take me to the hospital because my eyes were full of tears. I wished i can fly that time and flap my wings as fast as i could so i can get there in no time to see my precious daughter. I did not waste my time, i rushed inside NICU room without realizing that i left my belongings outside the room. I don't care if someone will steal my stuff, all i want to see is my daughter who's in pain.

The doctor told me she already had a cardiac arrest and they were able to save her. I was crying, i was still shaking and don't know what to think. The doctor went home for she was not supposed to be in the hospital that very hour. It was 4:35 AM when my little Deanne had her second arrest but again, the resident doctor saved her. I was praying so hard then, begging HIM down on my knees to just give her to me and not take her away from me. I don't know what to do if she won't make it. I was a little relieve when the resident doctor announced her vital signs were stable. And felt better when my brothers and my mother came in the hospital to give me comfort for i was about to fall apart and break into pieces.

The third arrest she had was around 8:30 in the morning. I was about to eat my breakfast then although i don't feel like eating because i was so worried and scared for my little girl, but my mother forced me to eat to gain at least some energy. I spilled my food by the waiting area not knowing it because when the nurse called me to get inside. I stood and ran away heading to where my little girl is at. It was round 9:00 AM when the doctor declared she's gone, they could not do anything to her anymore. That very moment i heard the declaration, my eyesight went black, nothing i can see. I want to say something but no words came out from my mouth. I want to shout but i could not even whisper. I want to pick her up but my arms wasn't moving. I want to kiss her but i was not able to do it, i can't move my body! My body was paralyzed! I did not even know i passed out. They took me to the emergency room and tried to revive me for i was not breathing. My mother cried thought she will lose me also. She told me that i should not give up and have to think that a lot of people loves me and need me still, especially my three year old son and my husband.

It was past 12:00 noon when i realized i was in the different room already. Then i remember that my precious little girl just left me. I did not say anything to my family, instead i cried quietly. How could this unbearable pain happened to me? Why? How come? Of all those mothers that tried to kill their children through abortion but they were still lucky enough to have their children came out alive! I gave everything what she needs for her to survive but she never made it!!! Why me! Why my daughter??? So many questions in my mind that i could not answer right at that very moment. My body and mind was so exhausted, i don't even want to move and don't want to think anything. My family asked me what should i do to her body but i did not answer, i cried again and don't even want to think that she's gone. I still can't admit to myself that she is really gone.

The pain in my heart keeps on coming back every time i see this video, it's still the same pain just like the day she left me... I miss my little girl so much, i know she is in a better place now but i can't help myself not to miss her presence....

I Prefer To Shop Online

When you have a little one with you, isn't it so hard for you to go out sometimes and do the shopping? Well, it is for me. That's why i prefer to just stay home and sit in front of my computer and shop instead at buy.com. That way, i don't have to rush in to the store and get the things i wanted to purchase and rush back home so i will be home before my kindergarten gets home. It's kind of hard for me to do that, especially now that holidays are coming up, stores are starting to get crowded by so many people buying their presents for their loved ones. So instead of joining in to the crowded stores, i would rather just do the shopping online. That way i don't have to worry to rush everything for i only have limited time in shopping due to some other things that i need to do.

I Want My Own Mommy!!!

After i took my kindergarten to his school earlier this morning, i went straight ahead to the store with my little one to window shop. We kind of just roamed around the store since i was not planning to buy anything there except to just look for things that hubby and i will buy later this week. So we spent almost two hours just looking around for what to get later, and as i was about to leave the store, i saw a toy sitting on top of the towel rack.

The toy caught my attention, there's something about it that made me interested. What's funny about this toy is, there was no tag or anything to it. I pushed the tiny button and the thing inside started to spin around with the beautiful led lights in it. What a colorful light toy! Then my little one got fascinated with it and grabbed the toy from my hand. When i tried to get it from him, he didn't want to hand it to me anymore. He was really entertained by the toy. So since there was nothing to it, i brought the toy to the customer service so they can give me the price. It wasn't that much though so i decided to just buy it because i know for sure, my little one would throw a fit if i will put that toy back where i got it.When we got home he was all happy with his new toy. Then his big brother came home from school and saw the toy that his little brother was holding. As i already expected it, he got fascinated with the toy too. He grabbed it from his little brother's hand and kept it. So i told him not to do that, not to harass his little brother and he should ask him nicely to let him borrow the toy. He threw a fit, he said he wants it and he want to own it. So, i told him that i really bought the toy for his little brother and not for him. I will just buy him the same thing when we go back to the store. He refused to give the toy back to his little brother because he wanted to own the toy. It was a long discussion with my oldest one, he seem can't simply do what i want him to do because he wants the toy so badly.

I should have known better. I knew it's going to happen that the big brother will be jealous knowing his little brother got a new toy and it's a pretty interesting toy while he's got none. I learned my lesson as a mother this time. I should not buy something that will make either one of them sad or upset, like what i did earlier. Next time, i should buy two new toys, two new shirts, two new shoes and etc. So none of them will be jealous.... I am loving my motherhood, i am learning things each day! And because of this simple toy i got mainly for the little one, it's just made me realize that buying things fairly will make both of my kids happy....

Newer Car Models, The Better

Every year car companies introduces their new models, they have these newer versions and does things better than the older versions. My car is been three years now since hubby bought it. It was actually a present for me of my husband soon as we realized that we are expecting another angel. Sadly, that baby that we expected to come didn't make it until my full term semester, she passed away and left her family with unbearable pain in our hearts. Anyway, so much for my drama, that was just part of the story why hubby bought my car.

When hubby and i went to a car dealer stores, we considered a lot of car choices. We did not really bought the car that i have right now right away because we want to compare it first to the other cars we were considering of getting it. We in fact almost getting the Chevrolet Spark, but we decided not to. I got dizzy that time, the fact that i wasn't feeling too well because i was pregnant, plus seeing all those different kinds of beautiful cars. The Lexus Es-350 caught my eyes too, it's just so pretty but it's not a practical car for me to have since i hardly go outside, i want a car that is mainly for me to drive around the city or even to just here in town.The Nissan Armada is a nice one too, but for some reason we didn't get it because i want to have a separate trunk in the back. So we ended up getting my car now. I am happy that i am comfortable driving it and i am more relaxed whenever i sit on the driver's seat because it has an up and down button on the side, which is neat for me because i am a petite person.Before we left the car dealer store, i went to the sports car line. I saw a lot of them that i really like. I could not even remember most of them because i was not so aware of these sports car models that time. So i did searched them at the car encylopedia to see each one of those cars and compared the difference. I love car shopping, it's just makes me amazed that every year, newer models and beautiful cars are being advertised in the market.

My Son's School Field Trip

I forgot to blog about the field trip of my son last week in the big school which is in the middle school. The teacher took her whole class inside the bigger school to explore things in there. The parents were welcome to go with them too, so i decided to stay with my boy and drag my little one along with me pushing his stroller. It was a fun field trip, too bad i was not able to take some pictures because my battery died on me. Of all the time that my camera is been sitting doing nothing, that time that i need it, the battery just died, and the worst part is, i didn't brought the spare battery with me, too bad!

But anyway, the whole class and the parents explored the middle schools's locker room, one of the many places we went to. I was quite impressed how organized is their School Lockers. I was actually expecting a messy room since as you know that bigger kids likes to goof around and being silly. But that was indeed a very impressive room i saw. My son said that if he will be in that school, he wants to own a locker of his own too. Of course that is already expected that he will be getting one if he goes to that school.We also went to see their gymnasium and there was lots of kids doing some fun activities in there such as basketball, tennis and cheer leaders practicing their dance steps. They also have a special room where they have the Gym Lockers to put their things. I must say that, mostly the schools here in our town is well maintained and it's well organized. I also noticed that kids are more into sports rather than going home and playing their video games in the house. I am seeing my son in about two years from now that he will be in that school and playing some sports in that gym we went in to.